I don't know if this a good forum to post this in, but my family is in a very painful bind. Long story short, my near 5 year old toddler son is on the autism spectrum, he has special needs and my husband and I are giving him hemp oil we bought at a discount supermarket. It's helping him a bit, but we believe Charlotte's Web will help him even more. The problem is we don't have the money to buy an MMP card, sorry if I called it the incorrect name, but I'm still learning all this stuff about the world of cannabis and the industry. My husband and I are as anti big pharma as it gets. We are 100% holistic herbalists and we are big cannabis advocates. We have read countless health success stories that inspire us and strongly give us the motivation to go in the same direction for wellness. We live in NW Oregon and while there are many dispensaries, we read that an MMP card is needed for our son to be seen by a doctor. We don't have the money to do this, which is very painful and we are environmentally ill and no physician is willing to accommodate our severe chemical sensitivity and make sure their offices and staff are scent-free so we can breathe and feel safe. We have had 1 door slammed in our face after another and we are seeking legal help. Our son needs help. Thankfully he doesn't suffer from seizures, though 1 of his spectrum red flags is a stretching tightening of his muscles and makes an excited face and it seems like it might be some kind of seizure, but we aren't sure. He needs a spectrum diagnosis from a neurologist or other specialist, but again, his disability is not being accommodated. My husband and I have painful health issues also and we have some bud, 1 is blackberry kush, not sure about the other 1, we bought them at a local herb store that sells cannabis. We both tried toking and it helped a little, but it also made us feel very weird and we are not used to that, so for me personally, I have just stuck with drinking chamomile tea to stay calm and relaxed and organic essential oils. I have never tried hallucinogenics so this is a new world for me and I'm totally supportive of all of it, but I am very sensitive and I need to be very careful. My husband and I don't know what to do and we have to be very careful who we talk to because even though it's legal here, it's sketchy about young children taking it. We need kind caring gentle support and advice, please, thank you.